Well hi there fellow bloggers .... Just incase you are wondering, I've got an almost whole new look to go with my new life!!! I haven't posted in a good 10 months or so ... What an intense 10 months it's been! Come to think of it blogger probably would have been a great idea, as my BFF keeps me aware, my life is so full of drama that I could make a highly successful reality tv show!
So last time I posted I'm pretty sure I was a teensy bit nasty where it concerns certain areas (people, person). That person isn't in my life anymore, which has helped me grow and learn ALOT, which I am grateful for, but I'm also quite angry about this absence because it is in fact ..... Baby daddy. Baby daddy (or previously known as Captian Awesome) moved to a whole different state (was the sex really that bad?!) & we don't see or speak to him these days. I'm most probably going to write a post on single parenting & daddy issues at some stage, but for now, let's talk about all the fun I have been having!!
So after the whole messy separation, I'm which I thought if never ever survive, I put the tissue box away & dedicated all my anger on moving forward. I got a house for me and my E girl to live in, it's horrible. It's old, and run down, the carpet is different colored in each room, the kitchen is tiny. Anyone who knows me knows I need a big kitchen to be happy. This just totally kicks me in the feelings! I furnished my 3 bedroom house with bits an pieces from friends and family, I had a blue couch and a yellow couch. I drank a lot of beer for a couple of months. Recently, my wonderful father helped me paint my house to freshen it up a little, and that it did!! A little more proud of my home now. Because after all, it's mine. Me and Ella make the rules here.
I also decided that I needed to go back to work. I was getting all Britney like, and I have really nice hair so I quickly did something about it! I LOVE working! Although I am always so busy now, with a freaking 23 month old and a job and a house to maintain on my own. *yawn* But I really wouldn't have it any other way! I love going to work because for a few days out of the week, I am me. I am no ones mum. I am a 21 year old who works in a coffee shop, I talk to my workmates about getting pissed & sex lives & laugh about silly stuff! I have a life!!!
I also have a beautiful baby girl who I adore, each day I'm so proud of her. I have the most supportive, wonderful family, I have beautiful friends who accept me for what I am and what I believe in. I am happy. My daughter is happy.
This is my life & it's just us!
I'll be back to blog my life stories soon, thanks for stopping by!!
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